If you're holy, like very very fucking holy, i suggest you skip this whole post. Yes this whole fucking thing, will be nothing but rant and cursing. I promise. And due to the very limited vocab of words to use to express how i feel, you'll see many many repeats throughout the whole post. Many many.
So, once i said i wont be able to live without a phone huh? Well, then i have been fucking dead-walking since yesterday morning when the fucking gar.ychua asked me to switch my phone off and it never did worked again. I FUCKING HATE FATTY CHUA. I mean was it even my fault to begin with for using the phone without attempting to hide from him at all? its so his god damn fault for giving us that ohsoprecious half an hour period of his to study for bio! Dont everyone assume that free period is a fucking free period when we can freaking do any fucking thing we like?! YOU BITCH, YOU CAN TAKE MY PHONE NOW, i dont want it anymore. No, actually fucking create a time machine and turn time back and then i wont switch my phone off and let it fucking die! Waah, tmd told ya my vocab is fucking limited. I'm seriously serious about being crazy with my phone, together with my phone, one for two and two for one, and i cant help it at all! Like how i was having headache yesterday and not being able to study chem. Oh side track, studying at freerefill seems like a bad idea when tkss girls start coming in, destructing our peace.So i wanted to try to sleep at 8.30pm, yesyes, 24hours ago, i started to lie on my bed.But after more than two fucking hours, i still cant sleep lo! I tried to cry but failed. I tried to bang the wall but i hurt my fucking hand/leg. I even tried to scream but my cousin came in even before i start screaming. What on earth was that? I CANNOT EVEN TAKE IT ON ANYTHING. I'm depressed for my phone. I'm depressed cause hello shop dont sell N76 anymore. I'm depressed cause i say so. I'm fucking sad maybe due to the fact that common tests are o.v.e.r, and that now i've more time to emo and like think and emo. Oh, now you should know i'm not contactable, unless i insert my card into elaine's phone. Or try stuffing it into my old phone. Or get a new phone by this weekend, which is tml's tml. Which is not very possible because i have no fucking idea which one i want. Anyone wanna recommend a nice flip phone? Looks>Fuctions. I'M DEPRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSED. I WANT MY FUCKING PHONE TO FUCKING WORK AGAIN. I MISS MY PHONE. COME BACK PLEASE, I PROMISE I'LL NOT THROW YOU AROUND ANYMORE. I'LL NOT DUMP YOU ALL OVER THE PLACE ANYMORE. FUCK YOU 7390, LOUSY PHONE. Let see how long more i can survive without a phone. Its been 1day and 12hours and counting and i'm dying yes. Great, all the birthdays, all the notes and reminder in my phones! Now i dont fucking know when to change my contacts! ALL MY MESSAGES ARE GONE TOO. I'm sad someone get me N76 somewhere. You can get me a workable 7390 too, i wont mind getting back the same phone, i've been thinking of buying back the same one. Yes, stupid and dumb. But you've to agree with me that all the phones look like crap. Esp nokia's.
Sooooo. I wonder whats with all the doubting. Everyone's doubting each other, nobody is certain at all. Nobody is. And whats funny is that nobody wants to make things right, well maybe not. But for sure, nobody's trying. Not much. Here i am, crapping and whining about all these and not doing a shit. I know, i should go clean up the mess made too. But was it even clean in the first place, before everything? Was there even a mess to some people? And then again, who am i to do such a thing when i feel like an fucking outsider almost half the time? Sometimes i just feel like its as if i dont belong to anywhere, and everywhere. Its my fault, i caused all these. I know the reasons, i sure do. Because i'm never around so things are the same with or without me, oh,how significant. And i know i'll never make it on my own. But who can i go to? Someone enlighten me please.
/Hello stranger, cmon say hi to me, stranger. You dont know me anymore, neither do i know you. Its just an undeniable fact which is known to everyone. Sure, the truth hurts. But this is happening so darn frequently that i'm immune by now, yes numb. Mutated, wrong word used but i dont care.
I'm having chocolates for dinner, anyone want some?
reneesern; it was boring! expected better too^^
sihua; what did swanser do? /recalls. *DRAMA*
jerrad; cannot le lah! but max say can go in from fish tank you know. CAN WE DO SOMETHING NICE TO RMB, QUICK.
yijie; it was sian because of swanser!/joke. haha, theres tml and next week:D
swanser; me blog is dead, i know! SO SAD RIGHT, must be everyone see swanser then zhao, tsk ^^! i enjoyed your spam. therefore this shall be a long reply cause you entertained me:D
yijie; haha, she'll be black! OOPS, i mean back!
jerrad; haha, drama/high/crazy/acbc/bhb=swanser!
elaine; noooo, hchc<333
sihua; ohno, black will be back for you my dear! run run*drama*
jerrad; nono, only L is loveee, the real person soso only. YAMAPI BETTER<333
t2; hey yo! haha relinked&tagged(:
jerrad; haha yeah, he phail at babysitting! nono, yamapi is shuai plus cute plus cool! BANG.
sihua; yesyes david, but yamapi>david!
elaine; NO GAY GUY IS ALWAYS GAY! yamapi&hchc<33333
sihua; hc is the coolest<3 ,pwned!
hongwei; more like F to the U to the C to the K common test! HAHA yay, end already^^
bypasser; hoho,thanks? leave a name next time k((:
yijie; tsktsk, no creativity one worxzzz! HAHA:D
Theres a million of reasons why it is true.
Want me to list them out for you? Maybe another time.
